My husband and I have been married for about ten years now. I guess I am just another one of those girls who left a London escorts to get married to one of my dates. Although my husband is still very handsome, I am finding that I have started to go off him a bit. He is now 57 years old and to be honest, I am not sure that our relationship is working anymore. I am only 37 years old, and I feel that he is too old for me. Like so many other girls who left escorts in London to get married to older rich guys, it was not something that I thought of at the time.
Recently my husband has got really into oral sex. When we were first married, it was not something that he was into at all. I don’t, in general, have a problem with oral sex, but for some reason, oral sex with my husband really turns my stomach. I am not sure why that is, but I think it has something to do with my husband getting older. At least that it was I have been telling myself. Some of the girls that I used to work with at London escorts think that it is all in my head, and they could be right. When I worked for London escorts, I did have a slightly different attitude towards sex.
In many other ways, there are a lot of other things that have started to bother me as well. My husband has had some health problems and I think that he has started to smell funny. I don’t know what it is, but I have a feeling that it may be one of the drugs that he has to take. When I first left London escorts to get married to my husband, I never thought that this would be the kind of thing that bothered me. Now, it is one of the things that bothers me a lot. I always seem to be complaining to one of my London escorts friends about my husband and I have to ask myself what goes on in my head.
The other thing that really bugs me is the way he dresses. He used to be such a smart dresser but a lot of that has changed now. This morning I think that he went to work looking like a real scruff and I have to admit that it put me off a lot. I am sure that he probably does it best. But when we met at London escorts all of those years ago, he was a really savvy dresser. There are times when I wonder if it is me or him that has changed. Maybe it is me and I am piling everything on to him.
What should I do about it? I am not sure that I can do anything about. My mom thinks that my husband is a great guy. Of course, she does not know that we met at London escorts. At the same time, I do not feel that I can share my thoughts with her neither. I am not sure that I would be happy to discuss my problems with her. We have never been really close, and I am may even end up saying the wrong thing. I would hate to think that she would find out about London escorts. That would really upset her and I don’t think that she would speak to me again.